I have not been updating my blog, have not been writing posts, and have not been myself lately.

So many things happened to me in a short time.

I almost gave up ‘hope’, lost ‘faith’, and hate ‘love’ for a while.

A lot of things were going through my mind and made me uncomfortable.

Most of the time I was pretending to be happy…………. in front of my friends, my relatives, my colleagues, and myself.

But I know………… I can’t lie to myself, I know deep down I’m very sad, and I know deep down I still wish that ‘the’ thing never happened.

But unfortunately………..

it happened…

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A deep cut in my heart, a cut that may not be fully recover for very long time, a cut that made me realized that good things will not last forever.

A short ‘minute’ in life that happened and will leave a ‘forever’ in the heart and mind. I don’t like this feeling, I hate it, I truly do……

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……… ……. ……. and I still do not have the courage to write about it here, in my personal blog~~~

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